Thursday, March 05, 2009 | 8:47 PM
okay,
just needed to get a super heavy load off of my chest.
and to keep things clear,
i wasn't referring to farahin.
you're all the way at kota tinggi, probably having the best time of your life.three days went by like a sloth.or a lumbering behemoth for that matter.i miss you like hell baby, i really do :Dand idk why, but recently i've been dreading the end of the day.school seems to be my only escape.
i'm sorry for all the toes that i trudged on since last week.
and for this week too,
i think these days are the worst of my life.
oh well, enough of complains.life ain't no bed or roses.
ain't no pleasure cruise.
here i am,counting the seconds left till your return.i love you farahin!
| 8:37 PM
eh stop it sia,
i've had enough of your fucked up ways.
go out there and do as you please.
don't talk to me,
just fucking leave me alone.
i don't need you, and it's proven.
all you've ever done is make my life terrible.
and this has been going on for years now.
and i think i've given it my all.
faith and trust, something you should never have touched.
look at it now,
i lost all my respect for you.
i don't know if i can hold you to your word.
all that you've done for me,
thanks i'll say.
and for all the times where i was your punching bag,
i hope you enjoyed it.
cos now,
you'll have to find you a new one.
you won't bother me anymore.
you're just another speck of dust on my table of life.
i don't fucking need you
two last words for you,
FUCK OFF.
